Recently , i watched this korean show called goblin. No doubt a romantic, comical, melodrama in korean style. Yet one of the lines hit close to home. Miracles is defined as when special unexpected change happen to us usually when all hopes are lost. We pray to the deities , the divine for a miracle and after experiencing it once, we build our hopes that the miracles will be given again. Yet it shouldnt be that way. If miracles happen expectedly how is it still a miracle? It just give u the excuse to be lazy. I guess i was maybe still am banging hope on miracle without contributing any effort . I thought i learn a lesson but maybe it was just fear and momentarily realisation that blindly and proudly proclaiming that a miracle is goig to happen to me AGAIN was my biggest mistake contributing to my certain failures in life. It is hard to say "no i wont ask for a miracle again" but rather i learn that before i do so at least give your all. Everyday we experience the ups and downs and the fluctuation in feelings. It is a journey of learnings, failures, realisation, success and learning again. The crux is not only to never give up but learning from failures or the downside of life ...
